Saturday, October 23, 2021

Life and Lines

When Adventure Marks my Way

 

It just so happens that life falls in an uneven line.

Sometimes it races across the page in unhindered

Smoothness until abruptly it jerks

Like a heart monitor’s indicative scribble.

A relationship interrupted by misplaced hopes,

Or

A confidant and heart friend taken too early by a jagged edged soul, 

or merciless Time 

Making the image adjust its course.

The line continues

But

Not as in heritage past.

The days are not the same,

Why should the line move as it did?

I ask myself, “it was always this way, why not now?”

The answer comes and it is older than the

Uneven lines scratched into my heart.

“Don’t you know the why?”

I suspected as much… but it is nice to hear anyway…

“YOU are the same Artist and You wrote the poem that is me.

I am a creation with a purpose in a time that has never been.

Why would my line be drawn as all those before?

I am the only one with these exact circumstances

With these exact components to create

This exact story that is only

For me

From You.”

This answer is not mine alone,

But has been, is now, and always will be.

Thankful for the lines drawn pleasantly that are the boundaries of me.

I will adjust my sails as I KNOW WHO made the winds blow.


for my wonderfully unique and destined for greatness grands!! 







Sunday, November 24, 2019

YOUR SOUL CANNOT ADMINISTER YOUR SPIRIT 11/24/19

Ive got to put this here as I think on it this morning... I do not want it to slip into my day. “your soul cannot administer your spiritual gifts... only the Holy Spirit’s control can operate the controls of this vehicle” For simple example... if you have a prophetic gift (which we all do or should), then if your soul administrates the use of this the outcome will not produce what God intends... it will become selfish/soulish.. not encouraging and healing (self centered instead of serving).

I told Troy this morning (early) that having a spiritual gift can cause grief or even depression if it is controlled or administered by the mind/soul. It becomes out of order and further away from the ONE WHO gave the gift. If Holy Spirit allows me to "see" something that the world may not recognize, particularly about a person, it is my responsibility to allow Him to direct the how, when and where of revelation because only He knows how it will be received and what it will cause in the person to whom it is intended. If I step out of line and do my thinking with my mind, I might drop it in at a time that could damage both the person and myself. "A right word at the wrong time is a WRONG WORD." 
God help me stand firm and steady as You pour in what You want me to know. Let me hold Your gifts as YOUR GIFTS so that I can respond under the direction of Holy Spirit revelation to a world that is in such need of Hope. Only YOUR wisdom can contain this kind of "power"... certainly not any human heart. Thank You HOLY Father. Hebrews 4:12
For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart.

Tuesday, October 1, 2019

He "dovetails" me into His perfect Poem... His workmanship!

HE SETS ME UP TO SUCCEED!!!
When I would somehow injured myself, I'd see my dad get out the dreaded RED merthiolate bottle and remind me... "Kate, when it burns real good, that means it's working"!!! I'd scrunch my eyes and turn away waiting for THE BURN!

Sometimes I think people think if its "hard", if it "hurts", if there is "pain" then it means... it's better or it means that this is what is supposed to happen... like "no pain, no gain"... or "do it till it hurts"... sort of toughness. Now I know that sometimes (especially in getting these bodies back in shape, one must push a little to gain a little)... we have to go a little further each day, take the next step, get started now so we can get finished sooner... that kind of thing.
BUT!!!!
I've found, through the years, FOR ME, that when it come to God things, it's more like a finely crafted dovetailed joint.
The experienced carpenter will measure and measure again knowing the fit that needs to be accomplished so that the joint will "slip right in" and hold together for the life of the piece.
I think, for me, that's how God has operated. He works things through me... coaxing and teaching me the way to go so that when it is time to "get it done" (whatever "it" may be... a conversation, a relationship, or even a battle) ... everything just slips into place and holds. It happens because of the "work" already done inside of me BEFORE the event or task is required.
For me, it is like the domino game we used to set up for the kids.... lining dominoes up into wonderful squiggles so that when the first one falls ... all the others follow into perfect sequence. It's not hard... the work has already been done to make success happen easily.
Sometimes when I am deciding if this or that is something that God is asking of me, THIS is a qualifier... "are things just 'falling' into place without my striving or stressing?"
Why is it still surprising??? I've seen it over and over in things that God directs!!! They just fall into order right in front of me!
Again, in my experience, through the years I've learned that if God is in it... most of the time it just "falls into place". No scrunching my eyes or being fearful... just the kind of exhilerating feeling that ... "yep... this is a 'Go'"
That is a great comfort in "knowing what to do and what to choose."
Feeling thankful this morning for the gift of God's fingerprints and footprints throughout my life!
WE ARE HIS "POEMA"... His poem... His workmanship!!!
Ephesians 2:10
"For we are God’s handiwork (His poem), created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do."

Wednesday, September 4, 2019

CHOOSE WISELY by the SPIRIT WHO lives in you!

CHOOSE YOUR WEAPON!!!
THE MANDATE?
Do not just ask for a "word" 
ASK FOR A SWORD!!! 
A weapon that will have power from the Lord in the hands of HIS OWN, and against which the enemy is defenseless. NO weapons fashioned by the world can stand against those of our God, our Lord, the Warrior who sings and dances over us! 
The Sword of the SPIRIT is mighty to save:)

Don't know if you like espionage shows, but remember how the hero will go to his "weapons stash" or his wall of defense tools?
He/she selects exactly what is right for the job he is doing!
Heard a Word today that struck me!!!
"Get out Your Bible and ask Him for at least one verse to use as a sword..."
The one who said it was asking for prayer for Dorian and the havoc, *which absolutely I agree!! pray for the safety and turning of this hurricane!!!
but I started thinking...
GET OUT YOUR BIBLE AND ASK FOR A SWORD!!!!!
Whatever you or I might be facing right now! Whatever is wreaking havoc in your world (be it emotional or physical)... There is a "weapon" for that!!!
I'd say this... when you ask AND when He gives it... repeat it over and over and over... pray it, say it, repeat! *
Hebrews 4:12
"For the word of God is living and active, sharper than any two-edged sword, piercing to the division of soul and of spirit, of joints and of marrow, and discerning the thoughts and intentions of the heart."

Monday, September 2, 2019

2nd Amendment rights... Dove season... Midland Odessa


SOMETHING IS JUST NOT RIGHT!!!
YES.. there is definitely something wrong... something different! When we moved to the country over 20 years ago, we saw a parking lot with several old pickup trucks, most with gun racks in the back windows. The shotguns for shooting snakes or dove (dove season starts today) were visible in many of those windows. Farmers and ranchers most all had guns handy and visible. When I was in the halls or classrooms of the schools, I NEVER heard an altercation include... "I'm gonna shoot you."... most were more like... "let's handle this after school" and it was with some kind of wrestling or ugly word stuff...most were nipped in the bud by coaches who got wind of the possibility! NEVER were guns even considered for anything other than varmints or hunting season. The only shootings I remember were like the crazy man in the UT bell tower.. or that crazy Manson man... not like today.
Today I am in earshot of a family of responsible gun owners who are laughing together and shooting clays with shotguns getting ready to enjoy dove season and hoping for bacon jalapeƱo wrapped birds on the grill. I love it that our 2nd amendment rights are there for reasons other than what most people are believing these days. Not for hunting, but for our protection... (remember why it was originally put into our CONSTITUTION??? if you don't know... I'd suggest you research it!)
I'm not really sure what has changed but I do know that guns are not the problem! Something has changed in people!!!
This is not a political post... it is just an observation post.
The recent Midland-Odessa shooting is pretty close to home, and it breaks my heart. There are broken people in this world, and it is not just the ones holding the weapons. It is also the ones USING this tragedy for their own personal agendas.
There is definitely something NOT RIGHT, something that changed!
It is NOT the guns!
It is the people!
God help us!

Friday, January 6, 2017

2017 birthday word: Balance in the shiftings



Today is my birthday...
I have lived several decades now (more than half of what I will be allowed in skin I'm thinking)... and I can truly say... I LOVE THIS LIFE I"VE BEEN GIVEN....
Each year it seems that the LORD allows a spark to begin growing in me until on my birthday (or closely to it)... I understand the FLAME...
THE WORD...
THE GIFT for the year that is coming.
2016 was such a year of uncertainty... looking for how to keep my head above water and know what to do in extreme circumstances... I think perhaps I was fearful of the road ahead, and of course the media (social and news, and even sometimes those who lived in that stuff) all set the course for things that were not who I am. How many times did I say... "I'm afraid IF...."?
WELL, this year... 2017.... there is a NEWNESS settling into my soul....
The "preparation" mode is now being replace with an anticipation of purpose and destiny...
I am not naive enough to think that the world is changed... the enemy of our souls will always be out there trying to rock our "boats"... and keep us from sure footing... but there is something NEW.
I believe America has been given a second chance.
I believe in this gift of more "time"... there is a new mandate for us as believers... for ME as a child of the KING.
One might say... how can a new purpose be given to one your age?
Let me tell you friends... new purpose is what God does all the time for His own... doesn't the Word say that His mercies are NEW EVERY morning?  EVERY day... I believe that This year will hold some unanticipated wonderment!!!
People are thinking that "prosperity"... "wealth".... "lower taxes"... "more freedom"... "more safety"..."more jobs:)  "jobs jobs jobs don't ya know?"... "more!!!"... the land of "plenty" will indeed be reborn as a new leadership takes charge.....
I'll tell you this.... I'm glad this was our choice, but I think that the reason, for me, is much deeper than the personal soulish benefits that I truly believe will be this year.
For me, I've been given this "time" for treasure greater than gold or wealth... for business more than a 9-5 job, and for plenty beyond just my pleasure or needs.... I believe that I've been given this time for more.... As we quit feeling the need to "prepare" for physical worldly attacks... as we become "safer" in our country... I think we need to be aware that this does not mean we are "safe"... we will always have an enemy! I believe that my focus (AND his) has shifted!!!
SHIFTED!!! SHIFTED!!!!!
like the evil eye of Sauron in the LOTR... that EYE... was always searching for the ones with the ability to "come against the gates.. of his kingdom and destroy it".... THIS is what I believe this time is all about.... Just as that eye honed in on the target... Frodo and Sam honed in on their purpose... their goal.
THIS is what I think we have been given time to do... hone in on the targets of the ones the LORD has put into our paths for His purposes through us, His children, His living letters.... IT is people He cares about... and we will be shown more and more how to reach and teach, and touch and speak and BE WHO WE ARE MEANT TO BE!!! YOU SHALL KNOW THE TRUTH AND THE TRUTH SHALL SET YOU FREE!!!!
This year we will be released to things that we have no idea about yet... or maybe just inklings! I believe it!!!
so... my word for this year... 2017???
BALANCE!!!!
"As the shifts come, you will have the flexibility in your stance and the tightness in your core to find your balance quickly so that you are effective and efficient in the purposes I have given you for each day."
"Don't get your plans ahead of Mine, and stay open to My interruptions of your schedules.... remain flexible so that if a shifting comes to throw you off balance, you recognize it and are able to regain your stand on solid ground quickly. Understand that you have purpose even if it is being still and knowing.... Being still is a "doing in MY book.... have you not read that? Be still and KNOW that I am God... I make the plans... I know the plans.... I made you and I know what each day holds for you. Hear My voice (you are my precious lamb)... and Know that I will tell you BEFORE it happens because I am the Good Father and I love you..... You are mine! I will tell you... the shifts will come, but you will stand... Know that your balance is found in your trust in Me and believing that I do what I say.... I am the LORD and I NEVER CHANGE.... on that you can be sure."
my response:  LORD help me believe and know.... I love you Father... thank you.
***This is what my heart speaks for me... BUT those of you who read this.... could it speak to you as well?  I gladly share it!! I believe it is a word of hope!***

Wednesday, August 31, 2016

sheep and wolves... what are we to do?


WE are in a time of decision like never before!

What then shall we choose? What is the way that may seem right to a man and lead us to a place of destruction?
How will we know?

A test question from Mark 10
13-15a Later they sent some of the Pharisees and some of the Herod-party to trap him in an argument. They came up and said to him, “Master, we know that you are an honest man and that you are not swayed by men’s opinion of you. Obviously you don’t care for human approval but teach the way of God with the strictest regard for truth—is it right to pay tribute to Caesar or not: are we to pay or not to pay?”
15b But Jesus saw through their hypocrisy and said to them, “Why try this trick on me? Bring me a coin and let me look at it.”
16 So they brought one to him. “Whose face is this?” asked Jesus, “and whose name is in the inscription?”
17 “Caesar’s,” they replied. And Jesus said, “Then give to Caesar what belongs to Caesar, and to God what belongs to God!”—a reply which staggered them.

We have a small community group that meets on occasion and when we do the time is electric with words of knowledge, wisdom and understanding beyond the flesh. (at least that is my description of our times… iron sharpening iron on all levels and generations)
These times in which we live… election 2016 upon us in less than 70 days… a time when it seems there is no “righteous” choice… a time when I feel as if the Lord is removing His hand from this land that I love so dearly and feel blessed to be a citizen. (Yes, I know my full citizenship is beyond this earthly realm… and I keep that in mind always as I consider where I am planted for the moment.)
I read an article recently that said it really doesn’t matter what you vote, because either win will send this country into chaos. Is that true? Maybe… so where do I stand firm?
I stand on “soil” not seen with the physical eyes, but known with the spiritual.
We’ve been asking some very pointed questions in our community of late and when I saw the plumb line which had been drawn without our even knowing it (I compiled 2 months of notes)… I was amazed at the provision of directives. Clearly the Lord is telling us before it happens so that we are not caught unaware. I see it!!! Dreams, visions, prophecies, and just simply the WORD of GOD revealed to eyes that are willing to see.
I was taken to a Scripture besides the one I opened with by the aforementioned article…. The one about brother against brother… you remember that one? Well I decided I needed more context so I looked up the passage. Matthew 10… Jesus telling his disciples not to worry… telling them what to expect … and even telling them that HE WAS SENDING them out as sheep among wolves for HIS purposes…. Strange talk for a shepherd… right?... unless you read it all and listen without your 2 ears. Check this out…. Maybe you’ll hear what I hear and be comforted as were the disciples who had the opportunity of looking directly into My Jesus’ eyes as He walked among them… I’m still thinking and may add more… but had to get this out today! Be blessed my precious precious friends and family… HE WILL TELL US!!! And has already.

Persecution Will Come
16 “Behold, I am sending you out as sheep in the midst of wolves, so be wise as serpents and innocent as doves. 17 Beware of men, for they will deliver you over to courts and flog you in their synagogues, 18 and you will be dragged before governors and kings for my sake, to bear witness before them and the Gentiles. 19 When they deliver you over, do not be anxious how you are to speak or what you are to say, for what you are to say will be given to you in that hour. 20 For it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father speaking through you. 21 Brother will deliver brother over to death, and the father his child, and children will rise against parents and have them put to death, 22 and you will be hated by all for my name's sake. But the one who endures to the end will be saved. 23 When they persecute you in one town, flee to the next, for truly, I say to you, you will not have gone through all the towns of Israel before the Son of Man comes.
24 “A disciple is not above his teacher, nor a servant[e] above his master. 25 It is enough for the disciple to be like his teacher, and the servant like his master. If they have called the master of the house Beelzebul, how much more will they malign[f] those of his household.

Have No Fear
26 “So have no fear of them, for nothing is covered that will not be revealed, or hidden that will not be known. 27 What I tell you in the dark, say in the light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim on the housetops. 28 And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather fear him who can destroy both soul and body in hell.[g] 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?[h] And not one of them will fall to the ground apart from your Father. 30 But even the hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 Fear not, therefore; you are of more value than many sparrows. 32 So everyone who acknowledges me before men, I also will acknowledge before my Father who is in heaven, 33 but whoever denies me before men, I also will deny before my Father who is in heaven.

Not Peace, but a Sword
34 “Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword. 35 For I have come to set a man against his father, and a daughter against her mother, and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law. 36 And a person's enemies will be those of his own household. 37 Whoever loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me, and whoever loves son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me. 38 And whoever does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me. 39 Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it.

Rewards

40 “Whoever receives you receives me, and whoever receives me receives him who sent me. 41 The one who receives a prophet because he is a prophet will receive a prophet's reward, and the one who receives a righteous person because he is a righteous person will receive a righteous person's reward. 42 And whoever gives one of these little ones even a cup of cold water because he is a disciple, truly, I say to you, he will by no means lose his reward.”


PRAISING THE LORD FOR EACH OF YOU RIGHT NOW!!!

7/3/16 asked:
“if ww3 were today what would you be called to do?
~keep my family safe
~Decide for what we are fighting and “comfort”
~minister in the arena to which you are called outside as well as inside
~Figure priorities, know how I am equipped (spiritually and physically)
~know who can be trusted because I’ve tested the relationship
~Ask for wisdom and “circle up the wagons”
~understand that we’ve been safe for so long that we may not know for what we are looking… contingencies
~know what is important at this point
~no time to be afraid… get it done
~know the WORD of GOD in your heart, voice of Truth
~know the gifts of yourself and those around you and understand that the gifts of God are irrevocable
 (Romans 11:29)
~circumstance will not change the call on your life
~Discernment is imperative… knowing beyond the world
~testify to hope
Then it was L turn 7/10/16
“How do you hear from God?” (personally how do you hear)
~Different today (as we mature) than from the past… and yet some things remain constant.
~1 Samuel 3… Samuel didn’t recognize… Eli knew and had to mentor and guide to understand “WHO” was speaking.
~3 voices: God/ours/enemy
~1 John 4:1, John 10:27
~dreams will be important … Joel 2:28 “…daughters shall prophesy, old men shall dream dreams and your young men shall see visions….”
~time proves.. feel through what you “hear”…test… practice of listening… settling of my spirit in communion and acknowledgment that I know what I am hearing and from Whom.
~God’s Word
~maturity…. Trust… discern (KG dream… had to “mature” quickly)

Then 7/23/16 J and A close this section of our time together
“What is the next step for us as a group… our part of the Body?”
~A’s dream: do we only respond when it is on our doorstep? I feel like we talk a lot about “being together”… what does that mean?
~Training? For what?
~Something is “afoot”… change is being pushed
~Institutions are under attack.. family, schools, churches
we need fellowship, accountability, encouragement and strength in this place
~There comes a time to stand
~I need to know how to plan and then I can do it
~We need each other and what only you bring to complete our efforts… do we understand at what level of “alert” we are?
~We are past the point of being comfortable
~there must be “safeguards” in place… the plan of what if this happens what do you do? Know how we each one operate so we trust that part in this circumstance
~FAITH… that God knows and will tell us
~corporate prayer for same thing
~Amos 3:7 God will tell us
~the world is fear mongering… be beyond and unaffected by that tactic
~Let go of doubt…
WORD: sometimes we need to be aware that we will be attacked even through the things we love (not as obvious)
~We must be awake AND aware for such a time as this so we respond and not react

I had a dream on the Thursday after this meeting:
~I needed the color purple
~I heard “The enemy wants to assault “togetherness’”
~What divides? Firey darts raining down…
~researched on awakening: What were firey darts in Jesus day?
“firey darts in the 1st century warfare were not to kill but to DISTRACT!!!... They were to set something on fire (supplies, living quarters, anything that was important to opposition’s survival and success). If something important was on fire, then they would have to leave the ranks of fighting to attend the fire… created a weakness in the battle front.
Set fire to a roof and you remove the authority of that house.
Isaiah 21:5
… bowed so I cannot hear
… dismayed so I cannot see
…heart staggers so I tremble
…ARISE OH PRINCES AND ANOINT THE SHIELD!”
(shield of FAITH!!!)
-shields back then were layers (6 deep) of skins… warriors had to maintain suppleness of the shields so they OILED the shield every day or the shield was useless.
WORD: Firey darts =distractions to call warriors from the battle formation

7/23/16 Ks bear, hay bale, old lady dream.. (see previous email)
WORD: “because the playing field has been anointed with your prayers”

J group time 2 Corinthians 5-7
~separate ourselves
~yoked together… “amongst is not yoked”… partnership with who/what?
~Know who you are PAST what the world says
~Godly sorrow produces repentance, worldly sorrow bring death
~If we keep taking back the thing from which we repent (Godly sorrow)… then it can become worldly sorrow
~My life says Who God is
~Reconciliation… take what you know is right… Banks do not err with their numbers… when there is not a matchup.. you look in your numbers and “reconcile” the error
WORD: know who you are and do not lower the bar

8/14/16
K does wisdom Proverbs 2-4
~Wisdom is knowing what is right and doing it
WORD: runners will lose ground if they look around instead of looking towards the goal… looking around makes us lose focus, confidence, direction, momentum and our goal. If Satan catches us looking… he exploits the weakness.
~Knowledge… Wisdom… Discernment (3 different things)

S’s bear dream:
See previous email… Bear left her alone

8/21/16
W takes us to James 1
Why are we here?
What is the good and perfect gift?
What is our image of ourselves? Is it important? How do we see ourselves?
~Pure religion.. Visit orphans and widows (the afflicted and lonely)
~What would a stain from the world look like for each of us?
~What does God want from me? You? All of us?
~How do we reach the potential God has for us?...
~What would be a trial for you?
~At what point to I pay attention?
~Wisdom is asking and believing… “as a child”
~ask then stay the course
~God’s not into making us happy, He’s making us HOLY
~temptation does not define you, your response to it does

E’s dream:
Bear chasing him and a group of children into WW1 type trenches with railroad tie siding… he distracts bear with light from flashlight.
WORD: Hears the words… “Orphans need a home”…. (W reminds us of James 1… pure religion passage)

8/28/16
James 2 and words from J

Yeah… Ds back with us!!! Glad you finally put on your running shoes!
~How do we provide AND protect?
~Faith and works… somehow to live fully means there is something beyond simply believing in faith… action follows the belief
~What does response look like?
~deception is rampant in all the systems (institutions) of the world
WORD: Preserve the body
There are wolves clothed as sheep
The devils are in the walls (the enclosures)
The Bridgroom is coming but the bride is NOT ready.
(A’s encouragement card… bride preparing)
~Remember the word KG gave… Run the race and do not look to right or left
WORD: We are being called to do something corporately. WE will not be all we can be until we do something together.
~knowing of God is not just in talk, but in power
~we don’t have to “make up” something to do.. it will be clear to all of us
Closing prayer words:
Lord.. You have taken us again to another level… teach us, move us and we acknowledge that we want YOU to lead us to Your Truth and our place in that.