Saturday, December 27, 2008

Christmas..... lacking in a season of plenty

I will be brief...
Something just dawned on me
(no pun intended after the last post and my morning before the LORD).
Do any of you find the Christmas holidays somehow leaving a hollow place inside?
I just talked to my youngest daughter, about these feelings, and something occurred to me.
Christmas as the "religious" world has known it surrounds the birth, the first coming, of our LORD into our time and space... into flesh...
What would the financial world do without our "religious" holiday?
Maybe this feeling of emptiness after such glut comes from the fact that
right now...
as no other time in history,
we are closer to our Jesus' second coming to this earth....
Maybe it's not so much about the virgin Mary,
but about a purified BRIDE..
Maybe it's not so much about the state of the world,
but about the state of the Spirit, and the spiritual reality.
Maybe.... just maybe.... our dissatisfaction is being felt by more than just those in my family here in our little central Texas community.
Understand.... I am not coming down on this holiday... I have loved the spirit of Christmas for years... the traditions, the colors, the family.....
BUT....
something is growing in me more and more through the years...
and it
plays out in a hollow empty feeling.
I think maybe I've put some boundaries around the feeling,
and I think as I do, I can more easily see the "why"...
and be excited once again because of what
I believe and know.
Does anybody else feel it?

Malachi 3... well, really all of it!

I think I will be camping out in Malachi this coming year
and Hebrews is still repeating it's words for my heart's message....


Today, as I awakened, the morning sun was barely peeking over the rim of the hills...


the clouds were wisps across the heavens and appeared to me as WINGS emanating from the source of the sun's light... Without the light beginning to appear, I'd have never seen the clouds and the shape of the wings on the Heavens!


THEN.... the LORD spoke to my heart... "today I'm speaking something into your heart that you thought you knew, but you only knew in part.... HEAR me!"


OKAY FATHER... give me ears!




What if....


What if we use an overlay when viewing this chapter?


The last words of the Old Testament before the LORD is "silent" until John the Baptist.


What if the overlay is a couple of facts.


1) God cares about people not things or "stuff", or even the earthly treasures we hold dear.


God is about PEOPLE!


2) The sacrifice God desires is that of a contrite heart and a broken spirit. (said over and over


through a variety of scriptural passages.


3) "Robbing" God is not about money.... it is about what HE considers "treasure".


4) Question: What is the "storehouse"? What is "food" for "My house"?


(I think I find the answer to these as I read this passage with the above overlays.)




Why is it that in my immaturity that I always understood this (from pastors and teachers too) as bringing my MONETARY gifts... and sometimes as giving my TIME (a gift).... but not really about me being the "treasured possession" (Mal 3:17) of which I have "robbed" the Lord?




Vs 2:17 YOU (me) have wearied the LORD....


Yes, I do think this is true... forgive me Father for my lack of understanding of


Your heart that NEVER changes!




3:1 "I will send My messenger... suddenly the LORD you are seeking will come to


"HIS TEMPLE"'...


and what does scripture say is HIS "temple"?




3:3 "He will set as a refiner and purifier of silver... he will purify the Levites...


THEN the LORD will have men who will bring offering in righteousness..."


so as I am refined and purified... maybe that is my maturing... as in James 1... the "testing" (refining/purifying) of your faith develops perseverance (maturity)... my understanding goes beyond the flesh into the spiritual messages from the LORD


that my flesh cannot receive.




3:6 "I, the LORD do not change"


Oh thank YOU LORD... this is such a solace for my heart! in a world where everything is shifting and where right and wrong are merely situational ethics.... YOU NEVER CHANGE!




3:7 "Return to ME and I will return to you" says the LORD Almighty!!!!


so do you think that when something is stolen, it uses the same turn for rectification... "return it to it's rightful owner"?


What has been stolen? Of what was God "robbed"?




the people ask "how do we rob You?"




3:8 "in tithes and offerings"...


(here is where I believe God is showing me a deeper truth... one that, to some, still where I was, could seem rationalization for not bringing money or time into the "church" or congregation)




3:10 "Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in MY HOUSE. Test Me in this, and see if I will not throw open the floodgates of heaven and pour out so much blessing that you will not have room enough for it. I will prevent pests from devouring your crops, and the vines in your fields will not cast their fruit. Then all the nations will call you blessed, for yours will be a DELIGHTFUL LAND," says the LORD Almighty!!!"


What if...


the "House" is the body of Christ, the Bride?


What if...


the "food" we bring is the gifts that we have been given when in conjunction with the whole body operates in perfect unity and completeness? A banquet of just green beans is so much less than that of a feast of turkey/dressing/cranberry relish/potatoes/gravy/jello salad/fresh fruit/ along with the green beans and even dessert. It is an entire and complete meal enjoyed by the entire table/family!


What if...


the "pests" are disease and hindrances that prevent the yield (our crops) from being all it can be... maybe even our health for producing all our gifts allow for the Kingdom?


What if...


all the nations will call us blessed because we are complete... whole... the way things should be as the Creator designed it...




Isaiah 2:2-5


..."and all the nations will stream to it (the mountain of the LORDS TEMPLE!!).


Many peoples will come and say,


"come let us go up to the mountain of the LORD, tho the HOUSE of the GOD of Jacob.


He will teach us HIS ways, so that we may walk in His paths."




3:17 "THEY WILL BE MINE"... says the LORD Almighty... "in the day when I make up MY TREASURED POSSESSION"


are these not terms about ownership... what again is restored to the owner... what had been "robbed"... returned?




and finally.....


3:18 "And you will again see the distinction between the righteous and the wicked, between those who serve God and those who do not."




This morning began with wings around a sunrise.... and ended like this.....


Malachi 4:2


"But for you who revere MY name, the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go out and leap like calves released from the stall"




I praise the LORD for any word that HE wants to deposit in me... I thank HIM for truth beyond my simple heart and the fact that HE says HE wants me to know... I praise Him for the fact that HE NEVER CHANGES... but the fact that He is willing to change me.... from glory to glory... and from simple to less simple.... LORD keep me mindful of my flesh and how easily I get distracted from YOUR desires for me.... Help me LORD be what You've made me to be.... YOURS!



Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Boundaries...Ports.... redefinition... Prophecy

Boundaries..... the good and the bad.....the justice and the mercy of those things we so often kick and scream against.....but truly, most are the mercy of God upon those HE loves.
This past Monday my oldest granddaughter had her first experience with UIL competition. She'd been entered in 2 different events...one was poetry reading the other was spelling.
She'd prepared so very much so that her presentation would be all it could be and perhaps place her in the final rounds of the competition.
They'd gotten up early and loaded onto the bus......she was the first name called to get aboard.
Excitement was the order of the day, but that was soon overcome by disillusionment. (I will say, that this experience was as much a teaching for her mom and the adults present as for her... the adults were the ones who make the difference at this age! there lies the responsibility!) KG had done everything that was required from her place.
Married to an athletic husband I often have these examples set before me, and one strikes me explicitly for this situation....
Troy played D1 baseball in his college years, and so I will use that as my visual although any sport could fit...
Imagine a coach explaining the game to a group of highly talented and motivated young men who had never played the game. They know how to run, hit and catch the ball... they've practiced long hours to play the game, and they know that to win, they must hit the ball, run and make it home to score... imagine that they get out there on the field against a team that is feeling the same as they... both want to win... but there is one difference. The other team knows that there are rules to the game... there are bases and baselines to run within... and they must play together to finish the game.
The coach forgot to tell his team... you must touch each of the 3 bases as you run towards home plate.. THAT IS HOW YOU SCORE!
This was sort of the situation with my KG... she knew she had to read her poems with clarity, personality and expression... she even had them memorized... BUT NO ONE TOLD HER THAT SHE WOULD BE TIMED! that the judges would hold up signs for her timing... she had no idea what they were doing... and besides that... she had 2 poems ready when the rest only had 1.
THEN.... the spelling came... the list she'd been given was the wrong list... these were NOT the words that were in her level of the competition...
She'd thought she was perfectly prepared, but she wasn't.... and the experience was not what it could have (SHOULD have been)!!! The adults responsible for her "playing the game" had left her stranded and unprepared! She didn't know the rules
She didn't know the boundaries...
A loving teacher would have had her completely ready for what would come...
A teacher who understood "the game" would have had her students tested and ready for whatever would be coming their way...
Believe me.... KG mother understood immediately what this situation was and what it should have been.... It will NOT be repeated! This mother took care of the situation as effectively as a surgeon with a sharp scalpel handled precisely and with healing.
KG will compete again, but I guarantee she will go in prepared fully for the situations that will be presented.
Right now, I believe we are being prepared for the places we are being taken by THE LORD WHO loves us incredibly!
HE will NOT allow us to stumble in the "games"... the "arenas" in which we are being called!
"My people die from lack of knowledge"
I understand that to mean that He wants us to have the knowledge... there is just something/someone who is preventing us from having the full knowledge we need for these places to which we are called. We do have an enemy... but the best news is this... we also have a Warrior LORD WHO fights for us... "greater is HE that is in us than he that is of the world"!
I have listed a few references that have come across my heart these last few weeks... they may take a while to read... but I promise... you will find them worth the time it takes to read... may we all know that the LORD WHO told NOAH and prepared him for the times... will as surely tell us...
His mercy is the source of our boundaries
His grace allows us to know the prophecy that is for us.
Thank YOU FATHER for loving me enough to tell me! amen
Sam's Nov newsletter... AMAZING PROPHECY and understanding for right now! MUST READ!
Chuck Pierce Nov 30 and Dec. 5th continued
(flames and New Boundaries)
(new trade routes... supply routes... ports will reopen and open)
(my friend from California and the mercy of God's boundaries in her morning measure of manna Bible study with Moses)